| Location | Billingham,cleveland. |
| Age | 29 years |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 24/11/1979 |
| Date of Death | 27/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,078 since 10/01/2009 |
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I don't really know where to start. Ashley was my cousins boyfriend and daddy to her 4 boys, Tyler 7,Spencer 4,Adam 2 and newborn Lucas who fortunately Ashley got to see before he died as Lucas was born on 27th December, the day Ashley died. Unfortunately Ashley's passing was very sudden and unexpected and there has to be an inquest first to determine the exact cause. I only knew Ashley for a couple of years but remember that whenever I saw him he was always happy and smiling and he was a bit of a joker. Ashley had had a hard time a few years ago but had turned his life around and become a wonderful boyfriend to Suzanne and wonderful daddy to the boys, and they had planned to marry this year.Unfortunately it was Ashleys 2 youngest boys who found him, so this has also been very hard for everyone.
3 years ago today my life changed completely i went from bein a happy new mother to my life bein totally devestated and never the same again i lost my best friend and my soulmate and my beautiful boys lost there daddy theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of you love you for ever xxxxxxx
miss you so much babe your 4 boys are growing up so fast and im sure you will be proud of them not one day goes by when i dont think about you and every day i wish you were still here.I love you and i always will and i no you live on inside our 4 boys i can see you shining through in each of there personality's especially spencer he keeps me on my toes lol love you and miss you every single day xxxxxxxxxxxxx
happy birthday big lad......still miss ya loads wish ya wer here things would certainly be different matey havein a baby boy or girl im callin it deighton keep yta eyes on him/her mate help me make sure it all goes ok take a look around n watch for our baby christopher he new up there n could use a freindly face .....love and miss you loads the boys would be makein you so proud hun xxxx
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine," He said,
"For you to love the while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief."
"I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over,
In my search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love,
Not think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him,
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand miss you so bloody much matey pitys sake so unfair xxxx love ya loads xxxx
a whole entire year has gone
Ive tried so hard but its still so wrong
the kids have grown and blossomed to
Ive yearned for u this whole year through
i sense you here and yes it soothes
but believe me babe the grieve don't move
i smile and carry on as best
but losing you is the hardest test
next year the same ill try i will
but i no in my heart the holes there still
i miss you so with every piece of me
and long for the day in your arms ill be
so save me a seat and wait you'll see
when the boys are grown and my job is done
it will be you and me end how it begun
miss you so much babe
ill give our baby boy a kiss off his daddy on his first birthday as well love you always xxxxxxx
merry xmas frm me and our boys
i know u were here helped open teir toys
wishin to see u especailly today
keep askin the question why is it this way?
but smile i will and try to join in
waitin for the new year to begin
another year without u here
but deep inside i no your near
each bday xmas every milestone to come
our boys will know wewre they came from
their wonderful daddy will be right there
and if they ever comment that lifes not fair
ill totally agree but gently remind
we were lucky to have u god takes the greatest kind
ill tell them all the memories we made
ill never let their daddy fade
so my xmas wish is you help us grow
for eternity and after our love we will always show
merry xmas my love
our own special angel from way up above
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love u xxx
well babe its xmas eve and ive nearly done all the wrappin bet ya didnt think id do it myself u no how much i hated doin it and u always done most of the prezzies lol its gunna be hard tomorrow babe but im gunna be strong for the kids i hope so much u are with us in spirit to see your beautiful boys faces when they open there prezzies i miss you so much it hurts every day babe hope u no you are my one and only and no one could ever take the place i have for u in my heart xxxxxx love you forever hope wen its my time u are there waitin for me love you babe xxx
merry christmas matey miss you loads and loads .....wish i had the power to bring you home to us ....for your to hug your boys and make all this ok ....know it will get easier in time but it is shockin not havin you here and knowing how much sue needs you in her arms once more...but we will carry on being there for her, the boys and eachother all my love now and forever mate xxxx
I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart.
well babe its ya birthday the big 30 cant beleive ya not here its just not right at all missyou babe always and forever
birthday wishes from myself and ur 4 beautiful children xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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